| no one uses xanga anymore..
i think its funny how the american society seems to move from one online social network to the next..
in my lifetime it has been xanga/asian avenue then myspace and then of course the ultimate facebook!!
i have none of those other three.. i only have xanga.
i had all of those other three at one point, but then i decided that it was a waste of my time. technology in general is a waste and almost a disgrace to mankind if you really think about it.
how much more have we all been reduced to due to technology??
no longer do we all LITERALLY face up to all our fears.. instead we stay back within this pool of which is the internet and "take care" of our problems that way.
what ever happened to writing and mailing letters.. its almost a nuisance now to receive mail in an actual mailbox. we would all rather be lazy and open the digital mailbox instead. do our bills online instead. socialize online instead.
whats the point of doing that? can you really truly say that you can connect? or is that it.. you only connect. connect though this medium which is the internet.
now what has become of all the inter netting between us? the intertwining of the souls and minds of the physical. of those that are around us?
are they not around us no more? and if they are, can we even see them anymore?
i feel.. connec.. i feel connect.. i feel disconnected from all the world, even when i have all the world at my finger tips, at the click of a simple button..
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| i just wanted to write that i love Won Dong Ju!!
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| i am finally going to be able to see my Sherman again!! its been so long. the last time we were together was back on april 13th.. so long ago!! i will finally see him on the 12th of july!! AHH!!!! it will have been THREE months!!
okay.. just had to let the whole world know how excited i am!!
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| so i just thought that i should do a random update.. just so i could let everyone know that i love sherman k yeung.. hehe.. and also.. despite all my troubles inside my head.. i love my life!!
i love everyone who is in it.. constantly helping to shape me into who i am and who i am becoming..
in no way is any of this to imply that everything is good now.. its not.. but i feel that ive finally come to a peace with myself in knowing that everything will never be ALL right.. and im okay with that.. ive only been learning more and more each day with the challenges that i face.. even through the struggle.. ive always risen to the top..
so why should i have ever doubted myself?? i was just being a fool. nothing and no one will ever be perfect and i am absolutely satisfied with knowing that..
its good to be able to feel like this again.. even though im not totally happy.. im at the same time overjoyed!! what a wonderful and crazy feeling this is..
:)
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